lately I have been having on the inside of my wrist, about 5 inches from bottom of palm up my arm in what feels like someone pressing there knuckle there into the flesh. no bruse or sign of infection. Just pain.
Also my muscles hurt. it feels like I worked out REALY hard the day before - but I didn't, and I feel worse when I am stressed. They don't hurt to the touch, but when I rub my arms, they have an increase of pain as I pull my hands away. I have pain all the way up and down my arms and legs- but my arms are the worst. it feels like I was bashed with a stick and should have bruses, but I don't.
When I walk up and down the stairs the muscles in my legs feel weak, like I could fall simply from lack of strength to take me over the stairs.
The pain in the joints in my hands is worse. I have trouble gripping and lifting any amount of weight without pain. I switched to a smaller coffee cup because it hurts to lift the heaver, bigger one. I bought a smaller Bible, since the other one hurt my elbow to lift to my lap. It is getting harder to manipulate the pages as quickly as I could before. I feel like I am overreacting, but I'm not. I wouldn't do this to myself.
My family and friends have gotten weary of my pain (like I'm not)- and my mother is convinced that I simply have NORMAL aches and pains and I should simply stop complaining about it. I've ignored it for a long time, why cant I just stop complaining about it? Why doesn't GOD just take the pain from me? Why does it seem to be getting worse faster?
When you cannot stand, on whom do you lean?