Hi Ginni...Sorry to hear you have RA and yes it does get depressing. There have been many times when I thought maybe this is in my mind, and I need to go see a psych??? I have had it going on three years and I'm still waiting for my miraculous remission, and my doctor just humors me at this point as does everyone else. I am now on Enbrel,MTX, Plaquenil, and have even taken some pretty strong pain medications to deal with it. This is the place for support since there are so many of us in the same boat.