Thank you guys. I knew I could vent here. They told me it is "probably Lymphoma". They said it is one large mass...I drew it out, I didn't think it was all that large, but I don't know how they scale masses. Anyway, I am really scared and wishing the fullbody PET scan was earlier than Monday. If there are no other lymphomas elsewhere, I will have just one surgical biopsy. If there are other areas, then they will have to schedule a longer surgery for those, too. They will remove as much of the mass as they can, but when I talked to my regular Dr today for more answers, he told me part of it is wrapped around my trachea, so it may not be completely removable, but if not, then chemo would get rid of it. They all talk like cancer, and then tell me that it might be something else. They already have me set up with an oncologist, so I am not expecting anything other than cancer. I just hope it is in an early stage so it is a lot more treatable. I am not scared of chemo and radiation. I am scared of them not working. Thanks, I really appreciate your words of encouragement and hope and pray it isn't lymphoma. I guess I am just glad that I have pneumonia, too, or this may not have been noticed when it was. My Dr today said the shortness of breath and pain in my side is th pneumonia and is not related to the mass. Oh well. Pray for me and my beautiful daughter!