Post Edited (mama6) : 8/3/2010 6:51:20 PM (GMT-6)
Thank you! Thank you! I think sometimes it's good to feel like you have permission to just have blah days. I forget that sometimes. I let the guilt flood in, and let all of the could of should of's take over. I appreciate the fact that I am not the only one that has days that I just can't do it. I am not so naive or conceited to think I am the only one that has rough days that knock them on their feet, maybe just that I don't seem to be dealing with it as good as I had hoped I would . The one thing I did take from my last Rhuemy was that pool therapy could help. I hate bathing suits. Never got the baby fat off, even though it's been almost 8 years No time like the present. I'm sure that would make a big difference to how I am feeling.
I guess all in all I'm at the mad point. I don't want to miss out on the important things with the kids, or life in general. I guess that's my choice though.
You gave lots of good advice, Thank you all for the support.
Tommorrow will be a better day. Have a pain free one. Heather