Thank you so much for your help. I will never forget your kindness.
I am sure it is hard for people to understand how scared I am. Part of me wants to try the Humira, and another part is telling me to go for a double knee replacement. Just very confused.
You asked how I was so I will tell you. I do not like to talk about
it. However, in the last two weeks or so my pain level has really gotten high. I started a new sleeping aid, Trazodone, and a week later or so I started to try a new anti depressant, Zoloft. I find that all I want to do is sleep. I will sleep for over 30 hours at a time.
My son was fixing my computer, which was acting up. Somehow he managed to read an email I had written about
him. He was totally devasted that I would share our private info world wide. I understand his disappointment in me. I may have to ask Peter to delete all of my posts.
I just feel very tired and am very worried about
a lot of things. It is better, for me, if I do not think about
my own problems, but concentrate on others, and trying to help them.
I have found some very special friends at HW. I thank God for my new friends. It gives me a reason to wake up, to read what is happening with my new friends and how everyone is doing. Thank you for being there for me, I hope one day I can help you too.
I really hope I get my act together next week, get the tb test done, get the forms I need to get filled out for my insurance filled out, and get my blood work and x-rays done. It would also help if I could get the dishes and laundry done insteaad of just sleeping all the time.
Things that used to be so easy for me are such a struggle now.
Thank you for asking about
how I was doing.
You, and many others on this site have helped me so much. I thank all of you and wish you all health, happiness and laughter.
Post Edited (effie) : 7/17/2005 2:14:08 AM (GMT-6)