Getting so tired of this. I am hurting so bad. Getting very emotional now because of how long this has been going on. I cry in the car, at home, even broke down at work about a lost piece of paper. People, I don't cry. This is telling me I have reached peak level of being able to deal with this pain. I can't do anything. I work, go home and lay down. That is my life. Not much of a life for a 32 year old. If I could only walk without so much pain it would be different. Heck, now I have a bladder infection because it hurts too much to get up to go at night, so I don't... it's ridiculous. What am I supposed to do?
dx: Rheumatoid Arthritis. Duration: 10yrs. Dx'ed 2006. Asthma, hypertension, hypothyroid
Meds: Methotrexate 25mg wkly, Medrol Dose pack PRN, Enbrel 50mg wkly, Folic Acid, Fish Oils, Ultram 50mg TID, Advair 250/50, Diovan HCT 160mg/25mg QD, Synthroid .1mg QD, Women's One a Day, tylenol PRN.