Hey - you were really sick! Don't feel bad about
that at all!!!! Methotrexate didnt' make me that sick (well, I landed in the hospital after a year of taking it...but that is another story) while I was taking it, but I felt absolutely ROTTEN on it!
I responded to your Arava post....I'm handling that one MUCH better so far (knock on wood) than I did the methotrexate. I hope you have better luck with it as well! However, I'd get your stomach and such back in balance first!!!