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bunnypucker
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   Posted 1/14/2008 8:26 AM (GMT -7)   
just when i start feeling better, BAM something happens to ruin it. my dog had to be out to sleep, she couldnt walk and she was suffering. im glad shes not hurting anymore but i want to cry all the time. i dont know if this explains it well but im crying for me , not for her becasue shes better now and im alone. does that make sense?
she kept me company all day long, licked my plate every time i ate, came and saw me when i got up or came home, everytime i went outside to smoke she came too..........just sucks, all these things remind me and i cant stop thinking about her.

oh well, im trying to not let this bring me down too much but its hard.


bunny
Crohn's Disease Diagnosed 12/24/03 and Bipolar

Im 26 years old, and am currently only taking Levisin, Clidinium and protonix for my CD. I'm off my remicade--nervous. I am on quite the cocktail for my BP however: Geodon, Lamictal, Celexa, Buspar, Wellbutrin and Klonopin.
Im also on lipitor for high cholesterol caused by a prior BP med. im on fentanyl patches for pain also, and i take some meds prn for my allergies, asthma, and migrianes.


Grailey
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   Posted 1/14/2008 9:32 AM (GMT -7)   
So sorry about your loss.  I know how difficult it is to lose a special pet.  Time is the only way for the sadness to fade.  I had to put one of my cats to sleep last year, and felt very bad for quite a while.  When I was ready, I went to the SPCA and started looking for a kitten.  It took time to warm up to  her, but now I love her as much as my previous cat, but in a different way, cause they all have different personalities.  I think the main thing is not to prolong a pet's life if they're suffering or not enjoying life any more.

mommy.michele
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   Posted 1/14/2008 9:49 AM (GMT -7)   

I am so sorry bunny.  I know all too well how hard it is to lose a special pet.  Over time you will feel less sad, and maybe even ready to find a new dog??  When we lost our dog it took a good 3 months before I was even ready to have the idea of another one.  I hope you do okay with this.

 


"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending" ~ Maria Robinson


serafena
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   Posted 1/14/2008 10:32 AM (GMT -7)   
I'm so sorry bunny, That's a truly sad loss. No one can replace a pet. No one quite expects their loss to feel quite as bad as it does. We're here for you if you need us, and I hope you reach out and write about it if you need to. Dogs are family members too.

serafena
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Bipolar II
It is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare


bunnypucker
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Date Joined Dec 2003
Total Posts : 494
   Posted 1/14/2008 1:51 PM (GMT -7)   
i kinda started to cry again reading this posts. it really means a lot to me that you are here for me. i just wanted you all to know.

bunny
Crohn's Disease Diagnosed 12/24/03 and Bipolar

Im 26 years old, and am currently only taking Levisin, Clidinium and protonix for my CD. I'm off my remicade--nervous. I am on quite the cocktail for my BP however: Geodon, Lamictal, Celexa, Buspar, Wellbutrin and Klonopin.
Im also on lipitor for high cholesterol caused by a prior BP med. im on fentanyl patches for pain also, and i take some meds prn for my allergies, asthma, and migrianes.


sukay
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Total Posts : 1432
   Posted 1/14/2008 5:34 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Bunny,
 
I'm so sorry to hear of your loss and sadness. It is perfectly normal to grieve the loss of your pet. Like you said, she was always there for you and those are the memories that you need to hold on to. She was hurting and you did the right thing by her. She is not suffering anymore.
 
Try to make your tears into tears of happiness for the wonderful pet that she was to you. Nobody can ever take that away from you. I'm wrapping my arms around you to give you a big warm hug.
~sukay~
Diagnosed Bipolar - August 2004
     Crohns disease - 1995 
Arthritis & Fibromyalgia 


loving frustrated wife
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Date Joined Jun 2007
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   Posted 1/14/2008 10:58 PM (GMT -7)   
Bunny, sadly our pets don't live as long as we do. But, for the precious time they are with us we can smile and love them. When it is their time to part, then they leave all that love with us to take care of in their memory. Hold on to all the gifts your pet gave you. Perhaps in time you will want to share it with another. I'm sorry for your loss. LFW

bunnypucker
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Date Joined Dec 2003
Total Posts : 494
   Posted 1/16/2008 12:24 PM (GMT -7)   
thank you everyone, your words mean a lot to me. i think as a little time passes ill be able to deal with it. like today i accidently went down the dog food asile at the gorcery store and i almost started crying.you knoe, it just reminds me.
anyhow thank you


bunny
Crohn's Disease Diagnosed 12/24/03 and Bipolar

Im 26 years old, and am currently only taking Levisin, Clidinium and protonix for my CD. I'm off my remicade--nervous. I am on quite the cocktail for my BP however: Geodon, Lamictal, Celexa, Buspar, Wellbutrin and Klonopin.
Im also on lipitor for high cholesterol caused by a prior BP med. im on fentanyl patches for pain also, and i take some meds prn for my allergies, asthma, and migrianes.

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