olivia, i am soooooooooooooooo glad that you're still here.
i have had a real time of it. my dr lied to me (should i be suprised?) he said that a few weeks after i gave up smoking i would be ablt to breath better. HA!!!!!!!!!!!! not being able to breath took me to the er twice and into in-patient status for several days. I am using my nebulizer at least twice a day and usually 3/4 times a day. is it helping? well, at least i am not bed bound.
also my back. it has been running an averade of 5/6 and peaking at 9 on many days. when meditation wimps out, i turn to morophine.
problem is i now hallucinate and forget things from one minute to another.
oh, well. this too shall pass (or not).
glad to see you, olivia. hope you arre doing better.
That light at the end of he tunnel? It's an on-coming train.