Hello and welcome aboard! You have come to the right place if you're having a hard time dealing with your bipolar and are looking for people who understand the ups & downs of this illness. We all try to support one another around here.
Is there anything in particular that you would like to bring up? Just post away and someone will respond as soon as they can. In the meantime take you time viewing past posts. You may find some support/answers that you need.
Bipolar IIIt is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare
I'm certainly sorry that you are having to experience the wrongs of being biopolar. How do you feel cheated?