I have been told in the past years ago that I am bipolar and have suffered depression and still do sometimes but I have many thing going on that I just cant see are "mental" causes as my doctor suggests such as:
poor circulation and pains and cold hands and feet
random shooting pains and spasms everywhere on body
major stomach problems, bloat, bowel problems, can't seem to eat anything anymore
blurry vision, floaters, eye pains, dry eyes, styes
foggyness, headaches, balance problems, daze out, memory problems, speech problems (get lost and pause in a conversation)
ponding heart and pulse (feel it in neck, arms)
random body jolts when I lay down (the absolute most scariest)
seem to get really really really sick after a hot bath, or shower...tanning,etc?
cannot deal with cold weather anymore AT ALL
around twice a year will have a major pain episode where usually it is my stomach
groin pains/teste pain
face pains, numbness, sensations like a spider crawling on it
hand tremor sometimes whe reaching for something
psyche wise: identity problems (who am i), mind never shuts off, jump from one thing to next, cant function (or work) agitated depressed or hyper, sometimes feel real good and have big plans and have it all figured out (last for about
15 minutes), anixous, panicky, etc,.....so I dont doubt I have mental issues that is obvious but all this body stuff got me thinking of lupus or ms, something more serious, I know depression pain and this is well different, or is it?
I dont even go to my doctor anymore cause I feel like a jerk anymore... like yea thats the bipolar guy, just humor him and he will go away for 6 months or soI edited out your carefully disguised cuss word, cos that's my job.
Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 2/3/2008 9:45:39 AM (GMT-7)