How nice that all of a sudden you're starting to get some life back in you again. I've always wanted to play the piano as well.
It's frustrating to realize that all those negative things you've been fighting your whole life are in some way related to an illness which you might not have had yet, but which was "brewing" in you all that time. But try not to feel cheated. Better to feel positive that something's being done about it now. You won't have to live the rest of your life that way.
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It is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare