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Date Joined Dec 2007
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   Posted 2/14/2008 9:21 PM (GMT -7)   
I am morrrr
Sometime ago I went on this website and the forum for depression,I was trying to find out why I felt this way.So sometime ago I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder 2.So I came onto this forum ,See how it goes.
Im More Im 16 and hello
maybe ill start chatting soon...

mommy.michele
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   Posted 2/14/2008 9:56 PM (GMT -7)   
Welcome More.  I hope you are able to open up with us.  It is a wonderful forum and I think you will learn alot about what you are living with...just as we are all learning too.

"Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but anyone can start today and make a new ending" ~ Maria Robinson


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Date Joined Dec 2007
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   Posted 2/15/2008 4:46 PM (GMT -7)   
Ive noticed.I came on this website because I was very confused and lost.I searched the web countless time and found whatever I was feeling.I went to the doctor and she said I have manic depression or clinical.Gave me som pills and I was off.I still felt really strange so I searched for forums

This wasnt something Id normally do but I was trying to fix myself.I typed pages and pages and talked to people,Figured out Ive been like this since I was little.Longstorys cleared all that up.I went back to the doctor,They told me I was bipolar.Just so any readers know who I am just introducing myself.:(

I know this must be it everything bipolar type 2 has to offer is in me,My thoughts emotion and physical movements.I decided to stay in my house for somedays Ithas really started to mess with me And I could start getting beat up for it.I go outside and I get juice boxes thrown at me.

I got thrown out of school for the 3rd time now.This last time was because of this.I coulndt handle being in a class with kids so I left twice.The 3rd day I was there they let me go.It was also A continuation school so school gets out at 12:30.

Ill just try to improve for now.no worries,maybe a little

serafena
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   Posted 2/16/2008 1:06 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi More:

Welcome to HealingWell. I'm sorry you've been having trouble at school. Do you have trouble with your moods frequently from day to day? Do they mess with your daily school interactions? What is continuation school, anyway?

I'm glad you've been able to find some help on the site already and I hope we can continue to offer you a place to come and vent or find out information or talk to other bipolars. Welcome.

serafena
Serafena
Co-Moderator, Bipolar Forum

Bipolar II
It is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare


More
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Date Joined Dec 2007
Total Posts : 28
   Posted 2/16/2008 4:38 PM (GMT -7)   
yes,My changing moods is one of my biggest problems and a continuation school is the same as a highschool.In highshool you need to pass classes to get credits you need 250 to graduate.I have 60 so a continuation school has faster grading periods,They grade every 3 weeks.So they let you catch up


Does anyone know if letting your mania stage be a good idea?
Im Bipolar but im also a very confused teenager.So my sanity is like cracking an egg pouring it into a cup then mixing it and splattering it somewhere.So the cracked shell is laying on the floor wondering where the yoke went or if it ever had a yoke.Or if it is a shell and what type of a shell it would be.Or what it looks like from the outside.

So it trys to grasp some sense of reality and tells its self ,its this but is not sure if it is.So it wonders.wHILE wondering it starts to think to much and goes into more thought.After pills or sitting down being normal he realizes he was the person who cracked the egg and put it into the cup but is so confused he starts back at the yoke or maybe the egg or even the cup.Who knows.?

serafena
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   Posted 2/17/2008 8:04 PM (GMT -7)   
More,

While there are lots of very productive artists and creative types out there who will argue with me, I think that no, it is not a good idea to let your mania get out of hand. Bipolar disorder is an illness and mania is an illness which puts a particular taint on relationships and real responsibilities. It causes us to sometimes fail to live up to our responsibilities -- people can do very hurtful and irresponsible things when they are manic, sometimes. It's not all heightened senses and flowing thoughts. Not only that, but mania is progressive -- it gets worse with time.

I think we all struggle to figure out who we are, what our consciousness really is like, what role we play in making our own reality. I also think you're right that because you are bipolar those questions are heightened, and doubly so by your age. But you're here, your asking the right questions, and I think your sanity is still a whole egg, you're just worried about dropping it.

serafena
Serafena
Co-Moderator, Bipolar Forum

Bipolar II
It is a melancholy of mine own, compounded of many simples, extracted from many objects, and indeed the sundry contemplation of my travels, in which my often rumination wraps me in a most humorous sadness. -- William Shakespeare

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