three stooges. Larry says "it's a vicioius cycle." Moe replies. "that's right! remind me to kill-o-cycle!"
for those of you old enough to remember the stooges.
Yeah Yana I don't know what the heck was meant by that
Anyway, yes things are horrible now and I'm getting more depressed. The meds need adjusting as I've been working on forever, never quite had a good combo. I have been over the acceptable level of depakote for about 3 months now and my doc doesn't seem to care (124 when it should be 50-100 as she says). I'm working on that part. On top of that I have not had individual therapy since being out of the hospital (group for a while, then went to a therapist that cancelled 4/7 appts- fired her).
I hate this...I just want there to be an end to it