For 7th and * grade is was in a bad situation invoving torture, sexual abuse, rape, and running drugs. I was a princess, so they never did anything to my face. One man became more and more frightened by my catatonic and trippy nature that he begged my parents to stick me in in instituation and move before I come home. I have complex ptsd. I am just now trying to learn how try live in both worlds where one is replaying and flshes through my moments of wakefullness without warning and takes so control of me night that I always wake up knowing that when my husband married me, I didn't have the authority to even make a decision.I am always owned.