I know that my pregnancy hormanes are kicking and that I am off one of my medications but I still feel as if I am losing my mind.
Just a while ago, I tried feeding my 9 month old her baby food and she refused it crying for a bottle instead. I have been trying for a month to get her to eat baby food; she use to love it but now doesn't. It is frustrating since her doctor wants her on food and off the bottle by 12 months. Anyway, I just started crying about it and feeling hopeless!! And Frustrated!! I feel as if I am falling apart!! Losing my mind!! And I can't keep taking Ativan every time I fall apart. That is everyday!!!!
I am trying to get that Bipolar and Pregnancy book by Kristin Finn. I go to my Psych on Monday. I am afraid now to go back on the Tegretol; I am already taking Seroquel. I am scared of birth defects. I just don't know what to do anymore. Except cry.