I can only offer support and assure you that it's okay to cry your heart out. Your daughter will be fine. Cry if you have to. let it loose. You'll feel better afterwards. I'm so sorry that anything out of the routine of the absolute normal feels like too much right now. I know that feeling very well, and have shed many tears about having to visit friends and family, go to the store, get out of bed, when I just didn't want to. It's good to keep trying, of course, but you take care of yourself first, and give yourself a break. You're in a particularly delicate position and deserve a lot of slack.
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