I'm here in body, but certainly not in mind. Excuse me while I crawl in the corner and have a nap!
Hope you feel better soon!
~BIG HUGS TO ALL OF YOU!~
I'm still here reading along. My life is so stressful right now I am hangin by the hair of my chinney, chin, chin!
I'm just trying to put one foot in front of the other to move along. Been quite irritable lately. Although I'm sure my DH would have a different word for it! But he is going through a lot of stuff too right now and doesn't need any crap from me. I know you spouses of BP's know what I'm talkin about. But I'm trying as best as I can. I've been keeping a lot of stuff inside and it's tearing me up inside! I'm trying so hard to be there for him right now. I feel completely useless and like a thorn in his side.
I often think about how wonderful his world would be like if I were not in it. (I'm not going to do anything) I just wonder what if...like if we were not together anymore. There is so much more that is involved with this than I care to share but this is basically what I am going through.
So this is how another peep is doing!
I am so sorry to hear you are feeling so low. You know he would not want you to be anywhere else but right by his side. The best thing you can do is take care of yourself, focus on you, and try to get in a better place....he just wants you to feel better. Don't worry about the stress you are causing him. He is choosing to be there because he loves you and wants to be there. Let him worry about himself.