At the first of the year, I began feeling useless and hopeless which in March was followed by extreme anxiety which led to 13 lost days and hospitalization. After beginning a cocktail of medications, zyprexa was eventually added which zapped the anxiety thank the Lord. Unfortunately, the endlessly long days remain. I have lost all joy in work which I had prior to the first of this year. Since I always loved life and work prior to the first of January, I think I must be left with depression. I take zyprexa when needed and Lamictal and Lexapro all the time. Maybe I need a different or additional anti-depressant. I know I should be thankful that I am functional now that the anxiety is under control but I can barely drag myself out of bed in the morning and I can barely do more than cook and do laundry at home. I am able to work now, also, though there is no enjoyment. I sleep whenever I can. Since this is all new as of Jan 08, do you think this is a new form of depression for me?