Hey. Today I started out manic and had lots of energy which was hard because I am on bed rest/no activity due to the complications from my pregnancy. I wanted to do stuff; I needed to do stuff. I had energy to burn. Then as the day wore on (I am a rapid cycler) I slowly got depressed and ended up crying in bed for 30 minutes. I took an Ativan because I was just uncontrollably crying. I just crashed. Now I am just somber and sad and down. But at least I only have 9 1/2 weeks left of my pregnancy; hopefully I will make it to the end. At least if my son is born now he will survive. I really don't know what I am depressed about; I just am. Although some of it is that I can't do anything. It is hard. Other than that I am just down.
Hope the rest of you had a good day.
"I'm not crazy; I'm just a little unwell." Matchbox Twenty