Well, I guess life threw me back onto the roller coaster. Since my partner has been going through his cancer treatments he has gotten very angry and mentally abusive. He seems to be doing fine phsically, but goes into tantrums where he starts to throw things around and start screaming and yeling. I guess that put me back into a funky mode. Work is still good and for the most part I am happy, but there are those days..
As far as getting good treatment here it is very difficult and looked at very poorly in the eyes of your peers and friends. They don't quite understand the whole situation, plus I could not afford to keep going to see the doctor and get the meds. I believe I have alot less bad side effects off of the meds and prefer not to be. I did seee my doctor when i was taking rick to his treatment and he asked how it was going and I told him fine and he seemed alright with it. Never questioned why i stopped seeing him or anything so it seemed normal to me and him I guess.
believe me I don't have the time to sleep my life away, yes I will zone out in front of the tv, but like I said i am hoping to start to do more with darne calss or something. It's not easy for me to make friends and I do like my alone time, but sometimes it would be nice to have someone to call up to do something.
Anyway, we will see what the rest of the week brings and take it from there. hopefully I will be going up a big hill.
Hi Mr. T,
How have you been feeling lately? How are things going between you and your partner?...any better? LFW had a good point...was just wondering if you looked into the medication issue. Have you been able to try the excercise or dance lessons? Hope things are lookin up for you. Keep us posted.
Thanks for checking in. I have actually been in the hospital for the past two weeks. No not for my mental situaution, I had a perferation in my small intestine andthey finally had to open up and find the culprit(a toothpick) and get it out. I am in a bit of pain. Only about a 5 inch wound, but right on my stomach so a bit tender and hard to move. I asked fro early release and bed time and they finally agreed. Still not taking any meds and feel fine with that. The meds they gave me for pain after surgery did nothing they said my tlerance was just too high. My luck, oh well, a couple days of hell and now just pain, but at least i am home and can try to start working again from my home for a couple of days then back to the office. It hurts like hell and I get screaming headaches from the spinal medicine tap being removed, but as long as I don't ask for pain meds and smile I should get a go from all of my doctors. Enough on that. I feel fine now and just want to get back to work and on my feet again. If I lose my job or don't sell soon, problems may arise and i don't want that. thnks, for checking in. take care.