As you know, I know exactly how you feel. but we have to keep going because things could be even worse when we aren't on your meds. I really think that you need to speak with your pdoc and tell him/her exactly what is going on with you and tell them that you NEED a change. Maybe something in your cocktail just isn't right. for me it was the abilify. so talk to your pdoc. let us know what happens.
I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it!