I need some help dealing with the bipolar episodes I am going through. I am currently on 100 mg of Lamictal, but I am starting to think it is not enough. The doctor tried to put me on Abilify, but my body did not react well to it, so I now need to see if he will up my meds. However, I do not have any medical insurance. I also do not currently have a job. And as you can tell from this post, I am somewhat manic and swinging at the moment.
This is only adding to my marrital stress and I am going to drive my wife away and over the edge because I can not control my emotional states right now. I need some way to logically think things out so I can save what little hope I have for my marriage. I am wide awake at this time of night with no need for sleep. I am not in the least bit tired at the moment. If there is anyone out there listening, I need some good advice!