A depressed person's lament

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sher211
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Date Joined Nov 2008
Total Posts : 32
   Posted 12/12/2008 9:51 AM (GMT -7)   
I feel vulnerable
I feel weak
Don't try to tell me that you care
Your not going through what I go through

Why must I be numbed by pain
Guilt
Distress
If only I could live life
with nothing to fear
no break downs
If only the path at the end of my dark tunnels were clear

I feel lifeless with these droplets flowing down my face
I'm hopeless
I'm pathetic
I'm an unintelectual fat slob
Try to debate me
I'm sure I'll win

I am defeated by my state of mind
There is no hope left for me

Krypto
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Date Joined Dec 2008
Total Posts : 4
   Posted 12/12/2008 10:34 AM (GMT -7)   
Wow - this is exactly how I feel right now.

serafena
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Date Joined May 2007
Total Posts : 3715
   Posted 12/12/2008 6:28 PM (GMT -7)   
Thank you for sharing that Sher211.

It's very sad though. I wish I could give you a virtual bouquet of flowers and a hug. You are going to be okay. Truly. Just keep on trying, okay.
Serafena
Co-Moderator, Bipolar Forum
Bipolar II


sher211
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Date Joined Nov 2008
Total Posts : 32
   Posted 12/12/2008 8:08 PM (GMT -7)   
I was manic on off for at least two weeks, so it shouldn't really come as a surpise to me that I've managed to crash and fall into this kind of depression. Fortunately, due to my history, I have a much better handle on depression than I do with mania. I see my psychiatrist on Wednesday; I just hope that I could hold off till than and keep myself from swolling a handfull of pills to ease the pain.

Stress is a huge trigger! lucky that I found that out right? Right in the nique of time--during finals!!! YAY underacheivement due to depression!

Sorry to be such a downer. I feel like this board is one of the only places where I can get symphony and advice from people who actually understand.

Thanks again Serefena.

Post Edited (sher211) : 12/12/2008 8:20:10 PM (GMT-7)


sher211
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Date Joined Nov 2008
Total Posts : 32
   Posted 12/12/2008 8:27 PM (GMT -7)   
I hate being young, feeling like I'm waisting my life away with this illness.
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