i haven't been on in a really really long time but i have a question and i hope someone has an answer. my BP has been reallly bad and ive gone through so much in the past few months.
a couple of months ago i had 2 hospitalizations, after that i was put into a day group program but i really didn't like it. the psych was a hack he didn't take care of me at all. so then i changed programs to one associated with one of the psych hospitals that we have here. its alright. i don't really have any friends there so i'm just there with polite short conversation or im on my own on our hour break but i have a wonderful psych. he is taking care of me very well.
has anyone else been in a day treatment program? what were your experiences? what did you get out if it?
aside from that im just waiting for my symptoms to subside, i rapid cycle about 10 times a day and i have about 4 panic attacks a day, im so tired. i have no friends here they all moved away or the one just wont talk to me. im lonely i do nothing, i have nothing special in my life and the only think i do is watch tv. i a m getting back int o my art and knitting but being alone takes its toll. oh well im sorry ill stop, i didn't realize i was going to vent.
thanks for answering my question if you have had that experience.
Crohn's Disease Diagnosed 12/24/03 and Bipolar, Migraines, Hypothyroid