This dis-ease is confusing! Try and enjoy life as much as you can and keep writing, you are very gifted. No, BP's are not normal but normal is so boring and predictable, we are special, unique, creative and I believe we have a higher spiritual connection, that is why we suffer unlike other people. Maybe that sounds stupid, but I believe it and I truly am a "stupidly optimistic" person. Go to the Edgar Cayce website and read his thought for the day. Such an interesting person and alot of helpful information on that website: how to meditate optimally, health tips. I love quirky stuff like that.
enjoy your day
Your Chat buddy