More of my writing! It may help in some way??! It may not!! Bet you're all getting fed up now! LOL!

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Mackem
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   Posted 12/17/2008 12:40 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi all! I wrote this when I was in a down phase last week. I wrote a whole load of stuff during that time. This is something that I wrote about my little boy. I call it simply 'My Kin'. Consumed with worry in a down phase about how I want the best life for him that I can provide I came up with this:


I never thought that I could love so much

I never thought until I saw you

This is a love that I have never known

You are a love I have never loved

I look at your face and you look like me

I watch you sleeping and you sleep like me

You are me, yet so much more than me

I love you unconditionally

I watch you laugh and you laugh like me

I watch you play and you played like me

You are my pride, you are my soul

You are me, yet so much more than me

I wish the world for you, that when I’m not here you have no need for me

That you are strong and you don’t hurt like me

For my mistakes I hope you don’t remember me

You are me, yet so much more than me

But when you love, I hope you love like me

And when you are loved, that they love like me

living with BPD
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   Posted 12/17/2008 1:43 PM (GMT -7)   
That is beautiful! I think we, as parents, all wish we could convey our feelings so eloquently.
Diagnosed Bipolar I in 2008
Diagnosed IBS in 2000
Son Diagnosed Bipolar in 2008


fast1toochase
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   Posted 12/17/2008 1:50 PM (GMT -7)   
mackem, that was very beautiful. you have real nice writings. your writing must help you out alot when your down. fast1

Mackem
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   Posted 12/17/2008 2:00 PM (GMT -7)   
Thank you all so much! Im glad that the stuff I write helps in any way, or even if you just enjoy it. I like the process of writing it as i feel like im going to explode if i dont put pen to paper. When Im writing and im thinking of the next line its like im totally consumed by the task. Im banging my head with my hand to think and i write until the end. Maybe being this way does have its benefits!!? LOL!

Ive got more writing but i dont know whether im doing the write thing putting them on here! I maybe feel it s a bit self indulgent??! Its not meant to be!!

Anyway, welcome living with BPD...and fast1....its always a pleasure to get replies from you! :-)

Precious Gem
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   Posted 12/18/2008 9:23 AM (GMT -7)   
Awsome!

Straight from the heart of a parent. Even when we feel like crap, we still think of our children and always have their best interest at heart.

Sweet!

BP Gemini

serafena
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   Posted 12/18/2008 9:26 AM (GMT -7)   
Very nice Mackem. Keep sharing your writing. I think it's wonderful.

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Mackem
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   Posted 12/18/2008 10:17 AM (GMT -7)   
Thanks all! I'm glad that you like what I've written! Ill add some more tonight probably in 2-3 hours! Hope you're all around then? Take care! Xxx

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   Posted 12/18/2008 10:56 AM (GMT -7)   

If I don't log in later today, I will certainly log in first thing in the morning.  Looking forward to it.

Write on my friend...............

BP Gemini


Mackem
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   Posted 12/18/2008 11:13 AM (GMT -7)   
Cool cool! Look forward to speaking to you soon! :-) Have a lovely day!
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