I always have mixed feelings about the holidays. I do look forward to us all being home but with finances the way they are I always put everyone else first and I end up with nothing on Christmas. I know that sounds silly and childish and selfish and it is not the reason for the season. But just one Christmas, I would like to have something under the tree. Mu husband is a good guy but he is of the mind set, if you want something just go get it, but that just is not the same. OK no more poor pitiful me. Really, I am very happy my meds are working and I feel pretty well, I do not need more than that!