A reality check, A cruel twist of fate
A grim combination, of love, Fear,& Hate
I never know where to step, Or how many to take
My life in an eggshell, that even kindness can break
The highs in the clouds, a dream it could be
But the lows are as deep, as the floor of the sea
Like a volcano erupting, the terrain Is her cranium
A kaleidescope of chemicals, that's constantly changing
Possibilities are endles! Impossibilites relentless
Uncertain & tempted, to just give up & end this!
But nothing is simple, it's not even a decision
Just walking away?? I can't even envision!!
I will stay by Her side, across hills and through valleys
Because Love, Fear, & Hate are not choices...
They are my realities!
Just a lil something Ive felt being married to bipolar. And not giving up regardless of what emotions may be present. It's hard sometimes, to say the least , but at times it is just as easy and twice as good!! That's my silver lining! Hope u like!