Post Edited (wishdreamhope) : 1/13/2009 7:33:51 AM (GMT-7)
I have BP 2 also like Serafena and everything she said applies to me too. I tend to go lower than hypomanic but when hypomanic I am one big knot of stress anger and irritability. I snap quickly at others.
Welcome to this board it has helped me countless times!
I just also wanted to add since I thought about it.....I feel like I do better when I'm around other people.....I'm a SAHM, I have no friends and my family isn't around....So I'm isolated a lot.....But whenever I'm around my fiance or if my mom comes to visit, I'm this relaxed worry free person....I almost feel like I'm a completely different person....Just for an example my fiance was off recently for a week of vacation and I felt like I was doing so good, a couple days after he went back to work....it all came back and I end up questioning myself because I don't understand how things changed so quickly and I become this person with a frenzied mind...feeling like I can't relax....and all I want to focus on is what I'm thinking about....Anyway I do plan on getting a part time job after I'm feeling better.....And I'll stop for now because I feel like I'm complicating this!
Post Edited (wishdreamhope) : 1/14/2009 12:37:20 PM (GMT-7)