so...my husband spotted my having SI the last few months and weeks. I'd been trying very hard to keep it from him, he realized i did it back in '05 and freaked out, which he did again tonight. we'd been drinking and went our seperate ways for sleep when he game in to say good night; then he saw it.
He began freaking out..baning on the door and crying. then walked out of the room for a while and said that hiim destroying my TV, killing my dog, and destroying my computers in the room wouldn't help any so he'll be in another room. he wants to know what i can tell him to fix it. i guess thats a male (or at least his) trait...have to fix it no matter what. my dr knows and my therapist knows what i do,i've made sure to tell them everything up front for my treatment to go smoother, i offered for him to join me in counceling wendsday to talk to my therapist about
it but i don't think he'll do it. so, he made me take a photo of the injuries and email them to my mom....his mom...amd him all as cc so he can make sure i do it. i dont' think that was the right thing, but he is bigger than me and pounding on things, i wanted to keep them inatimate. when he spooted them back in '05 i guess its a button for him, he said never before had he so much wanted to hit a woman. hes not normaly like this, let me please stress that. hes typicaly the rock that keeps me from going deeper into depression.
so...damage control...any ideas?
i have a PDF pamphelt on SI but don't know if they'll read it. just do the whole shes crazy lock her up recation (which is a fear).
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