i came here looking for a chat room with people in it but i didn't find anyone online.
i am bipolar and out of meds and need someone to talk to . they used to say i was schizoaffective because of my paranoia and hallucinations but the hallucinations stopped. so move this post if you have to but i am out of my anti depressant since last tuesday and had no refills left. i called county mental health after calling rite aid and they said they'd do it and never refilled it for me. i called rite aid on thursday and still awaiting doctor approval. so i called my worker again at mental health on friday and never got a call back.
i am prescibed klonipin .5mg 2xday, lexapro 10mg once a day (thats the one im out) and depakote 1000mg 2x a day.
i dont take the klonipin regularly but on fridya night i took what i had left of the bottle like 7 pills and drank beers which i know is bad and i dont do it often.
i've been up all night since when i woke up saturday , it's 4am here pst and also i stayed up all night thursday
i feel like im being pushed around again by mental health here and i dont know what to do. i cant talk to anyone in my family about
this even though i live with my mom and i think she'd understand
i need someone to help me out here
i cant sleep even though i tried for 2 hours then started getting really angry about
it, getting these flushes through my body that i KNOW are the anti depressant withdrawl symptoms because i've felt it before
i almost feel like going out and quit all these medications BS, i even have a 215 card and live in california so i can do it legally
i know this is one big ramble but F it i have no where else to post this
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