Serafena, I am "mother henning" over not hearing from Mogli for over a month. I am sure there is nothing we can do to check on her, but I am concerned there has been no posting from her, or response to my checking in on her since 1-9-09. Given how the year started on me with my dear friend....I am spooked. Any kind words to help this mother hen not worry would be appreciated.
As to how I am doing...about the same as my last posts. Pretty overwhelmed with everything at the moment, but hanging in there. LFW
Oh my gosh...I feel so awful. LFW, for you to worry so much. I am in tears...This illness puts all of us at risk for so many things, and I hate that you were so worried. My absence definitely has mostly been due to my job. It is killing me slowly. Just like serafena said, it is overwhelming. And I am trying to look for other jobs, but even getting to the computer to do that is tough for me at the end of my days. The other secretary I work with is feeling the same way and here I am with this illness on top of it all.
Shebsy, nice to meet you. I echo the congrats on the job and I think blogs are amazing, so I vote for that
Many hugs to Tyno & you are in my thoughts.
Serafena, thanks for comforting LFW...It was exactly what you said...I didn't even see her posts until today....Hope you are both doing well.
Sarafena, Thank-you for the kind words. I find it hard to not curl up in a ball and pretend the world went away at times like this. Also with the stress, the Fibro is going nuts. I wake up in excruiciating pain, when I do get some sleep. Sometimes I feel like it isn't worth going to sleep. Trying to come awake while hurting like someone took a baseball bat to me.
Mogli: I'm sorry to hear you are struggling at work. I went through that at my last "real job". I ended up leaving and taking a job as a housekeeper, because mostly the customers left me alone, and I could work in a very physical capacity, not having to use my head to much. But then I couldn't earn enough to survive. It's a Catch 22, no doubt. Hope something suitable comes your way. Love and God Bless to all.
Good to hear from you, sorry things didn't work out with hubby's treatment, hope all is well (as much as it can be anyway). Fill us in when you get a chance to.
Hey. Sorry I have been absent of late. I am very busy with my 18 month old and my now 4 month old. I am finally getting to where I can take care of them by myself without my mom coming to help for a few hours every day. That tells me that my bipolar is back under control now. Yeah. I am tired a lot; an aweful lot. But that is to be expected. Sometimes I get anxious and overwhelmed and reach for the valium. But I am not swinging mood wise. I still have 20 pounds to lose and have just recently started taking the kids to the mall and walking. I have a double stroller now and can do that. So hopefully I will start to shed the pounds now. I still had 10 puonds to lose from my first baby when I got pregnant again. My husband and I fight once or twice a week now. We are both tired; he is in the middle of tax season and working long hours and I am getting up around 4:00 to give our son his medicine and feed him. My son sleeps 6 hour stretches now thought which is good but I am still tired. I am trying not to let the fighting get to me but we never fought until we had kids. Any one else do that? I am really tired of it and try not to let it get to me. I go to my pdoc tomorrow. I haven't had to mess with the meds for three months now. Yeah. I got regulated much faster this time after the pregnancy than the first time around. Hind sight I guess.
Anyway, that is what is happening in my life.
Hugs to all,
Two words, GO YOU!!
Hi all! Just wanted to drop in and say hi! Hi to Serafena, Shebsy, Rocket, BPGemini and all the rest of the gang! Hope you're all OK!
I haven't been too bad the past 2 weeks. In fact I've been quite good. I've just had a fantastic job offer and I'm making my mind up whether to move jobs or not!
I've still been writing and have been updating my blog! Please take a look, the link is below!! Please join ass a follower, or even send me a message!
Hope to hear from you soon!!!
I've been doing well, working about 70 hours a week, and generally learning this new person i'm living in. I on a anti depresent to go with my respridal and it really made a huge difference in my life. My depressons are gone, and i can work, act, and think clearly for the first time in my life. So all in all i am a happy camper. Hope the winter ends soon so i can start riding my bike.