Well, I'm back. I'll be here on the board, but with a quieter presence for a little while. I'm just not up to a lot of chatter, I think. You're all still my favorites, though.
I'm still SOOOO sad. I tried to go back to work this week (which was foolish -- it was much too soon) and only managed to stay the full day once out of four days. Luckily my bosses are friends and very understanding and supportive. I have good days and bad days, but even the good days are marred by crying jags. Everyone tells me this is normal and I'm being too hard on myself. Probably true. I'm just trying to move on with my life, which is what my father would have wanted, and what I want, but it's so hard. Everyone tells me it's too soon to expect to feel normal. I've never felt grief like this before. And I'm nervous about
falling into a depression, which it feels like, so I'm a little worried too.
So that's me. Hope you all are doing better than that. Big hugs,
SerafenaCo-Moderator, Bipolar ForumBipolar II