I have just come out of 8 months of terrible depression, was in the hospital and was diagnosed with just depression, which was changes about a month or so ago as bipolar II. I have been thru tons on med changes over the last 6 months. Now as of about a month ago I seem to be out of the depression and into some kind of mania again, after getting a clearer head and thinking back many of the stupid things I have done or tried were when I was in a state of mania. Problem is now I think I am hearing things, most everyday and feel like i can't even keep my thoughts straight.
I am afraid to tell anyone, do not want to go back to the hospital. What does anyone think I should do????