Hello all, after 17 yrs of symptoms and doing nothing about (the world was broken, not me), I lost the love of my life, and finally it hit me, I may have a problem or two.
I was diagnosed recently and just started Lithium, Therapy and Psychiatric Doc (meds). I'm sad, nervous, scared, excited, hopeful and depressed all rolled up in one. Thankful to finally put a name on what the hell is wrong with me, but terrified I'll never find someone like I lost, and if I do, I'll just make the same mistakes again.
I'm here to find support and give some if I can, I can't tell you how weird it is reading these posts and Identifying with so much.