My PDoc retired 6 months ago and since then I have been seeing regular MD who says I am not bipolar just hyper and sometimes depressed. She put me on 10 mg of Celexa and last week, after being on meds 6-7 weeks, I thought I was going to jump out of my skin, hypomania for sure. I really never had problems with depression until PDoc started bouncing me around on meds. I either could not tolerate them or would not gie them a chance to work, (litium, lamictal, depakoe, trileptal, thorizine, risperdal, some I can not even remember). I do take .5 Xanax 3 times a day and that is all that has gotten me through lately. I need to go back to another PDoc, I hate the thought of going through the new Dr. thing again but I am bouncing all over the place mood wise. I either want to sleep all the time or I am so hyper I have chest pains. I know I have mild depression, post traumatic stress syndrome, high anxiety and I am working 45 hours a week and about
to loose my mind. I can not see going on like this the rest of my life. I do not have the energy to fight anymore, I am so confused and I really do not know what my dx is.
Thanks, I just needed to vent.