I am now a follower of your blog
Sorry to hear you've hit this wall...I am in the same boat. Too much stress lately; it was inevitable-this crash. I think I waill have to call my pdoc. WOW these meds are getting expensive. And WOW the thought of making changes. The only thing I am willing to do is increase a dose or two.
It just makes me wonder, do all these meds just work temporarily? Honestly, I was feeling great (stable!) for at least 2 months and that was the first time in years. I thought it was going to last....
Good for you for seeing your pdoc. Something to say about the Zyprexa-Years ago I gained 60 pounds from it. I've only lost 20, and have been stuck there. And I cannot tell you how much I have read about people experiencing the same thing. I can't imagine your new job, my sleep is so awful. I've applied to hospitals here where I am, but only to day shifts.
Anyway, glad you blog, hope you are feeling better soon.