I think obsession can be part of BP, I know I get stuck in my way of thinking or have obsessive thoughts when my moods are off. So you are not alone, but you should bring up your symptoms with your pdoc and discuss whether you are having them on your own or if the med is the contributing factor. I am sorry that you are struggling so much, hopefully things will get better for you and you find the right meds that work for you. Please keep us updated on your progress.
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