I am now taking Geodon and feel the best I ever did, but now I am realizing that because I am on dissability and can only work a few days a month and live away from my family. I feel useless and I think that is going eventually make me depressed and I do not want this feeling to go away. I just have to say this to someone, and this is the only place I can say it. I want to volunteer at the hospital, but do not have a way to get there, and money is tight so I can't just buy a lot of crafts. Has anyone else ever had this feeling once a medication really started to work and you now how your life isn't in termoil, it is difficult to get used to. Maybe I am missing my family and that is all. I do not know what to do.