No, I totally understand. I almost went Monday, so I totally understand. If you have no one to watch your son, that's a major consideration. Call your doc tomorrow. Tell him you are in crisis but cannot go to the hospital. Ask him to squeeze you in. Also, ask about outpatient programs -- like going to the hospital, but during the day and not overnight. I forget, do you see a therapist? Have you spoken to them yet?
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