Well i finally had a MAJOR mania attack. Wow i forgot how that felt being that out of control. I had all the major issues, overloaded sexual issues, spending issues, couldn't slow down and was up all night. The complete combo meal of crazy. LOL LOL LOL
Why am i in such a good mood about
it? Because i was able to recognize what was happening and i took extra medication to help get me thru it. No money was spent, no cheating took place, just a weekend of crazy that kinda left me wondering how i ever lived like this day to day with out meds.
Now i am just going to monitor my moods and see what is happening. Being aware of the nature of this thing i am battling has, for the first time i believe, given me the upper hand in fighting this thing. Its still hard, but now knowing how it is to live with peace in my mind gave me a lot of strenght to get thru this, this time. What doesnt kill you only makes you stronger so i will celebrate with you all a small victory.