This forum is the best, I usually am on the Lyme forum cuz I have lyme disease, but when I read your blog
I thought I was reading about
When talking about
the triggers, its a scary thought. WOW girl did you
open my eyes.
Back in the early 70's my grandma was diagnosed with Bi-Polar and had alot of issues with depression.
When I was 4 she killed herself, I never understood what had happened until I got older and had questions.
But the questions came from the memories I had and wanted ansswers for, cuz I thought I may have been
going through what she was, just I was always good at hiding stuff such as feelings and emotions.
But now that im older, going to 41 in Jan it has taken a tole on my family and friends also...
I have so much to deal with living with lyme but I also feel I have some unresolved issues from the past
that I cant get out of my head. Not that they really matter but the keep coming up whether I want them to
I hope you can find comfort in dealing with your disease, you so deserve it as much as your husband and kids.
Parachute Pants!!! WOO HOO!! Loved'em then, mine where purple. I can see myself now at the friday night dance at the High school shaking my rear in them now....Everyone had to have them after that.
Good Luck in all you can accomplish
--Hi Harleyrider, I edited your post very slightly, so as to not be triggering to vulnerable readers. See forum rule #1. Thanks! Serafena
Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 12/16/2009 12:59:08 PM (GMT-7)