The weather getting warmer around here and snow almost gone has helped SO much. And I have walked 3 out of 5 days this week.
The Lexapro has not had a chance to kick in at all (second day at half a dose). Not sure if the Wellbutrin still being in my system has caused this uplift??? Don't really care what it is, just so happy to finally feel good today after 6 months of depression!!!!!
Only one thing could stop this in it tracks.......................My Mom stopped talking to me and my sister 3 weeks ago, and sister and I have been trying to deal.....I get nervous everytime the phone rings long distance, thinking it could be her and that she is calling to tear into me again, or that she calls and upsets my pregnant sister. SO, I hope that either my Mom doesn't call so I can enjoy this mood change and the weekend, or if she does call I hope we can resolve things. Make a long story short, she is furious at me and my sister because we invited her ex-husband (our Dad) to my nephew's skating event a few weeks ago. It's a crazy situation and I just don't need the stress. I don't want to deal with this, and having too many panic attacks to count........
Anyway, today I am celebrating!!!!
Thank you for all your support, as always much needed!!!
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 8mg/day, Wellbutrin XL 150mg/day & Lamictal 400 mg/day.