Shoot, never be ashamed on this board. We all are highly unusual people with very different lives. Yes BP brings us all together but it is the honesty and variety of the answers that makes this interesitng. Kiraz I would never judge you at all, i'm glad you have found a solution that works that doesnt require more meds, or bad choices with drugs and alchol.
My wife would never go for that. So i am left with the choices i named above. So my life isnt perfect, there are parts of it that are darn near perfect. So i make the best of life and not wish for what i cant have.
Hope you get the tooth taken care of soon. THose can be brutal.
Well christine, at least you know you have us. We wont judge you for a failure because honestly i could fail also by this time next week. Take what you can from your victory, even if it was that you wer'nt caught and try to do better today. I will say the meds im on really give me a lot of freeedom from compulsions which is quite the relief.
Hang in there kiddo. LOL LOL LOL LOL