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I will find a way or make one. –Phillip Sidney 1554-1586
All that I am and all that I shall ever be, I owe to my Angel Mother.
The Bucket List- Have you found joy in your life? Has your life brought joy to others?
Make sure your suffering has meaning…
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Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 3/31/2010 8:07:30 PM (GMT-6)
I'm glad you are feelign better also. I also suffer thoughts of death and yes, they do become attractive after a while. But it think of my family, friends, work mates, my kitties, my puppy, my wife, what ever it takes to keep me in the game another day. I never look to far ahead when it comes to life except when it comes to money. I know as a firefighter i am always one step away from cashing it in and leaving this earth. And that is fine if i die in the line of duty or riding my bicycle, or just walkign along and get hit by a metor. That i can all accept and be happy with. But i cant see checking myself out, not when there is cholate cake to eat, women to make love to, sunsets to enjoy, whatever brings you happiness.
Keep up the sprits and keep posting. BTW i do keep a supply of celexa around for when i get down. It has a very quick effect on me, either iit kills the depression or it creates a mania and that kills the depression either way it helps me out a lot.
Absolutly thank god for women, they are truely a gift from god.
Maggie, I have had these thoughts and the only thing that kept me going was the thought of my children and how embarrassed and disappointed in me they would be and I just could not stand it.
Remember - "This too shall pass."
You are all so very wonderful! I have a question. I take my Lithium religiously, but I have weaned myself off Zoloft. Doctor tried me on Cymbalta two weeks ago . . . PURE DISASTER!!! Now he wantys to try me Effexor for anxiety.
Has anyone had an experience with it? Weight gain? Weight loss? He has also mentioned Tropomax?
Please share experiences??!!