ugh, treatment

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little b
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Date Joined Jun 2008
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   Posted 4/1/2010 10:16 PM (GMT -6)   
i haven't been actively seeking treatment for almost a year. even while i was seeing doctors, i was letting my prescriptions pile up. i'm at the bottom of a pretty insane bout of depression; last night i was crying uncontrollably for no reason until 5 in the morning. my boyfriend was annoyed and wore earplugs to bed. he slept with his back to me most of the night. a roommate finally came in and soothed me.

i feel like such a sad, silly baby.

i know the only answer to all of this is medication. but treatment is such a drag! appointments, talking about the same thing every session, medications that don't seem to do much but make my hair fall out and damage my liver.

but oh, to lift this depression. i guess it's time to go back. i guess it's time to act like i care about myself. i guess it's time to stop punishing everyone around me. i guess it's time to own up to something i never asked for but must cope with for the rest of my life.

how unfair.
to suffer is not enough.

happy bill
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Date Joined Nov 2008
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   Posted 4/2/2010 5:57 AM (GMT -6)   
  Maybe im different but therpay worked wonders for me. Now the meds are a very important because they allow me the clarity to see the world in the proper light. Being able to get stuff out of my head and bounce it off of someone really helped clear the air and my head.  I'm a firm believer that getting the monsters out of the dark and into the light makes them smaller and less threatening.
   Good  luck
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