News like that would send anyone into a scare, but it is time to gather your strentgh to deal with whatever lies ahead. MANY times tumors like that are beign. Your Mom nneeds you and doesn't need to feel like she needs to hide info from you to protect you feelings. Find someone to talk out your fears. I know you are anxious, which is an awful feeling Try replacing the anxoius feelings with less threatening thoughts. I have you and your Mom in my prayers. Keep us posted.
Thank you so much everyone for your kind comforting words of support. It really helped me a lot. I think tomorrow I am going to go home and visit my Mom. She called me again yesterday worried that she told me what was going on; she didn't want to cause me stress. I told her not to worry about that and we're going to stay positive through this.
I think she would be really happy to see me, so I am going to do that for sure tomorrow. I am trying to stay strong. I stll haven't broke down and cried; I feel like I'm not believing it's real or something.
Mood is definitely low again today. It's very difficult for me to be at work today; I just want to go home and go to bed.
Anyway, will post after the weekend as we have a broken computer at home right now.
Thanks to all of you again, many many hugs.