The computer system automatically puts ****asterisks when somebody swears. It looked like you were swearing and the computer was taking the words out. So if you do it again use another symbol. That way we know that you are not swearing.
You sound like a lovely person with some mental issues as we all have that. I am sorry that you have to deal with being OCD. That must be very frustrating.
I don't post on this forum much, but am helping out as Serafena isn't feeling well and needs a break. I did remove some of your words that pertained to self harm and suicide as it is disturbing to others and that is how we do it on the depression forum. But I did not delete any posts. I had sent an alert to administration about the thread, so Peter might have deleted the posts. If you delete the first one, they all disappear. So that is probably what happened.
This is a family forum, and there are members as young as 12 that read the posts, so we try to keep it palitable. I hope that you can understand. Also when younger adults read about self harm, the have a tendancy to want to try it. So we would like to keep that off of the forum. It is for support. Venting is good, just be careful of what you write.
Take care my friend. I hope that you feel better soon.
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