Hi all it has been a while I know and I read the post about not having alot of friends, well I can't get on here because I feel like I am getting to close with some people and get upset when no one answers my post like right now!!!
Well my t told me weeks ago sighn up for ssd. I kept thinking and thinking about it. Do I want to go back to work and have that stress put back on me? Can I handle the stress and family life? The answer in my mind is NO! I was off work for most of the year last year and was back to work for 2 months and was put off again! I then quite because I was embaressed to tell anyone why I was off work.
I changed t and phy to see if I would get better results. I have! My new t is great I am glad that I switched to him but the Phy dr is a jerk he always repeats himself like I don't hear him the first time. He does not speak english that well and it is hard for me to understand him and he gets mad when I say I did not understand the question so he just gets louder. That dosent help me I did not understand you the first time and I can not understand you if you get louder ugh! He keeps putting me on more and more meds and the two of them are not on the same page. My t tells me to go to ssd and if later on I feel as though I can work again if the right med comes along then I can go back ( owing the government of course). So I went on the web because I have such a phobia about talking to peple on the phone or face to face.
The SS ofice of course calls me back to ask me questions wich I am not thrilled about! So I had an appt with my Phy Dr today and I asked him if he was in agreement with my t and he said no! He thinks I need to work to clear up my Phobia and Self esteam issues. I have had 22 jobs in the last 15 years! I have quite everyone because everyone is talking about me or trying to get me fired! So how is this helping me? If he keeps putting me on all these different meds how does he expect me to function in a job?
Anyone have advice been through this! With the T and Phy dr not agreeing and what the out come was.